Thursday, 2 December 2010
Friday, 15 October 2010
Reality
Swimming in unknown waters it seems,
When the know becomes a memory,
And the experience the real mean.
Into the present the presence,
Into the dream the dreamer,
Into the reality the observer...
Into the now a thought.
A single thought of being,
A single creation of the creator.
That is more that just one definition...
Being the define a mere illusion
And you a divine creator.
Being a word a mere frequency
And you an entire reality.
Being a path a mere path
And you an infinity possibility.
Then dive into the unknown waters
And see your own meaning.
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
This is what...
They took our own
Poetry, music and dance.
The rituals, fire and trees..
Magic and our wildest being.
And they gave us...
Organized work, roads and fees.
Where we can be in peace
Having prisons in the place of trees.
What happened to the dream...
To feel and see!
In a world that just runs
Without being in here.
That is what you gave us?
Then I will step aside of liberty,
And recluse to this misery.
Panther Chant...
A look inside the eyes
Of an ancient God
And seeing a Black Cat
Teaching you to be true.
A Moon that shows you
A way of feeling...
Inside that strange being.
That is not a name,
Or even a dream...
Just a seeing behind the meaning,
A temple outside the knowing,
A sensing without an old concept...
Of something that has not being.
That is not a name,
Or even a dream...
A dance with the Gods
When spinning of joy,
Listening the chant
of thunder and honey
Showing me the way...
To that vast Milky place
Where the mind does not
Came with fake...
That is not a name,
Or even a dream...
Just a seeing behind the meaning,
A temple outside the knowing,
A sensing without an old concept...
Of something that has not being.
In each wave...
I will wait for your old songs
That are coming from the sea,
Where your heart never left...
And I wonder in each wave
Have you lost my name.
I will stay with my feathers
Where the wind had become
The whisper of my own pain...
And I wonder in each wave
Have you lost my name.
I will dream wild poems
That have never been created,
In both waters of just blame...
And I wonder in each wave
Have you lost my name.
I will accept the storms
That we in fierce danced,
In love we did rest
But i wonder in each wave
Have you lost my name.
I will the will,
The wonder of future
That never left...
And I just wait for the wave
to bring my name.
Magic life of mine...
The past had come after me...
From a future that already is
And the present became an magician
That tricks me in my away back home.
Memories from the future
Born in past creations.
Memories from the past
Reborn in new creations.
Being lost and clear
In just one moment.
Being in love and in pain
With the same creation.
Magic life of mine
That Dreams with me.
Bringing past and future to me,
Where I can see no time...
spider web...
Weaving my soul in your spider web
Where the creation come to be.
Device where I was kept for you to see,
What you could not perceive...
What you saw was never me,
Just a projection of your being,
The mirage of a moment from free...
That seemed more than golden tree.
I saw the illusion become greed
And the moment more than split,
In two or more fever leaves...
Of love punched in my grief.
Creation of my own seeds
That left late to the spring.
Never saw summer...
or even have been feed,
By only a single spirit
Of my own need.
The love became a dream
Inside my own scream...
where in rage I just sing
The flooded pain...
In my own stream.
Love spell...
I have tide my heart to the sacred tree,
Gave my soul to the fierce wild wind,
Took my denude body into the sea,
Danced the creation in my disbelief...
Only in hope that you can see.
I have dance into the wilderness,
Rituals and spell were done by me,
Prayed songs made by just rhymes,
Drunk my spirit is what is seems,
Became a woman by cutting my wings...
Only in hope that you can see.
That you can see behind me,
What is seems more than see...
The old soul into the new,
The profane love in you
That brings all in me.
The passion is just the key
To open the wild soul in me...
Than beloved the spell is done
Has I gave you just the clue...
Now i fly in my own broom
To the skies where you belong.
Where have you been?
Where have you been?
When in my darkest night I have screamed,
For you to be in the same dream.
When all my soul had seen the sacred love,
Living behind any creation of being.
When all trees were singing your name
In tune with the Spirit inside my flame.
When in my own body a mark was done
By the beloved that you had become.
When I took away my own mask
before even you have asked...
Where have you been?
When the sea showed me the way
And you canceled all the bays.
When the wind called my name
And you choose to see the game.
When my wildest fire saw pure love
And you choose to be above.
When the dream become the creation
By the eyes of this wild love initiation.
When the dance became my tantra,
Writing poems just my own mantra.
Where have you been?
My beloved all this years...
Breathing the same stars,
Creating the same dreams.
Seeing the same stream
Where we saw our dream.
Being in the same soul
From the sacred pole.
Where have you been?
Can you?
Can you be more than see?
Can you feel more than be?
From the edges of awareness,
From the mountains of tenderness,
Just live one moment to be,
The one single event that is.
From the seas of kindness,
From the whispers of love,
Just a touch to be felt,
The gold in the heart to see.
From the dance of passion,
From the steps of creation,
Just a melody to be free,
The mantra to nobody to be.
Can you be more than see?
Can you feel more than be?
Lisboa, cidade serpente
Oh! Lisboa, cidade serpente
Noite com cheiro a madrugada
Quando peixe ainda é peixe,
E a gente ainda o sente...
Pés descalços na calçada gasta
Por marés da nossa gente,
Em vida e alma de vida basta...
Este Ser amado chamado Lisboa
Feito com bairros em mente,
Fado criado pela nossa gente.
Oh! Lisboa, cidade serpente
Coloridas vozes esculpidas
Nestas montanhas de vista,
Sem sentido de pista.
Lisboa, cidade serpente
Criado pelo povo que é a minha gente.
Oh! lisboa, cidade serpente
Não ha quem mente
Sobre ti, Lisboa...
Cidade que sente.
I saw
I saw your song,
the flute of yours...
When nesting dreams
From my own soul,
Sensing my earth
With my own blood.
And that velvet of being,
When just awake know.
By touching your sight,
That fire that just blow.
I saw your song,
The flute of yours...
When many were there,
But only two souls saw,
The longing of knowing...
The hearts of just being.
At the same time we felt,
At the same time we looked...
And we touch each other soul,
by just being awake from us...
Just us!
Where you.
From that edges where you live,
Between that rocks and fields,
That you never ever had build,
It comes just that survival skill.
But reason is to near...
And wilderness is to far.
But this song of returning
Just in this blessed turning,
Brings this madness of becoming...
And between mind and heart,
The soul is asking for singing
The sensual part of these being,
Without any leap of not seeing
This wild spontaneous genius.
Of this magical Wild Mother...
Of this tantric Animal Father...
That just gave us a body,
Just to enjoy this melody
Of these stones memory.
Dancing
Dancing from only one candle
Fulling a space of many shadows,
Dharma and karma becoming...
This feminine forest of sorrows.
And my heart just flaming...
Sun have eaten my womb
Illuminating my own grace,
And snakes curling, running...
In my own veins.
Dancing just alone
In my own loneliness,
Feeling my wild dance
Of just becoming...
My heart is unseen,
My dance a mystery
My body untouched
By the beloved...
That beloved,
That is not clear.
The Golden Shadows
From that Fire of yours
Where illusion had died
And sensuality had cried.
Alone you left me, Guide...
Closing the door of Light,
Abandoned me in darkness
That does not come from mine.
Detached it is my being
From all that pretend sensing,
That concepts and words
Not fully eaten from woods,
Used and abused by Gods
Becoming could and should...
But only Drunkenness can do
To clean your own pain of blue.
Mistaken are your moments...
Of presence of being,
Of humility of seeing
With webs of unloving
That same song of living.
I saw what is not mine
In that shadows of shine
And my soul is singing
From that space of seeing
That I am the Present,
The now of my presence,
In each moment of ease
Without any urge of tease.
And that place is not mine,
That Black Magic spells
That lives inside your own cells,
Invited in by two poison spiders
Who could not perceive my Tigers
And fear became the red feelings
Inviting me to go for them to heal
That dependence that was not peeled.
Clarity become my friend
Free from any closed end,
I am in ease with what it is,
Harmony from my own kiss.
Just be!
On that Sacred Mountain of Shiva
Were I have found my own shield,
That fire of touching that body...
Desire of my own embodiment.
Stars and fields of this wild being,
By becoming what is seeing...
Sensing and feeling my own being,
Vast open moments of freeing.
Becoming that Becoming,
That already is... yes!
But that is the becoming,
Free open dawn of the being
That from moments of peeling,
Can see clearly the own Be...
And becoming is just the feeling
That We are walking to the being
But we always where the Be...
This immaculate free wild being
That comes and goes from the Be...
And We become just with what it is,
Just this!
Just this!
This becoming of the being
That already is...
Just the BE!
Dance no more
Pain from what never was
Just arrived from that stars
The ones, oh! the ones
That I lived with you...
That moments that died,
In the past just lived.
If I could write the past
If I could bare the sentence...
You have gone long ago,
But only from that touch
I can remember all in one.
Letting go the lived,
And with love I write
My own pain of sorrows
Can not repair...
Can not repeat
just letting go my love
this parts of me that...
Grow and grow,
Dancing no more.
I have looked in your eyes
And stopped feeling...
My own words.
My soul bleeds this words
And Poetry does not sound
Because I dance no more...
From that
From that Mountains that I never been
Comes my own voice of just seeing...
Into vales and rivers of devotion
Into the soul that echos on that emotion.
That creates only one vibration,
A light or even sensation...
Of being there and here
And time just do not exist
But the mind becomes extinct.
The body becomes the Mother
Leaving the veils empty of nothing...
And creation manifests the ease
Of this knowing of what it is.
Spirit was told
Sensing the curves of all body
Inside every star to be born,
In every wild dearness door...
Where the call is more than bold,
And the Spirit more than told.
Lives a Soul that was not born,
A feature that was not sold...
One only meaning unfold.
And in just one touch
The Spirit is told,
A meaning comes cold...
In the veins of Gold.
Us
From us, just us...
The ones that had touched the void
without losing the wilderness of being...
The ones that found themselves chosen
For a bigger propose to just obey the Me.
The ones that can not be seen
For what they really see...
That ones, us...
That sense the magic of what it is
From all stars to that small bees,
From the desert to that vast sea...
From that kiss of that Sacred knowing
To the mountains of that wild intimacy.
That ones are just us...
The ones that are just here
To feel just this, my dear.
FADO
I saw my dance from that days,
Where the mountains were still green
The fountains were still seen...
And from that cycles written
Every single moment to be.
You went before me
To the light that was unseen
And my Fado was a scream
To let it go my own sin.
Grace blessed me with tears
Of what it was indeed...
And the Fado became stronger
Just to tell what have I seen.
Just Love...
That moment of being,
That words were made...
by love and grace.
I saw you...
I had touch you...
Only for a moment,
in the eclipse of your...
just your own Moon.
You are the coyote,
the trickter,
the lover,
the poet,
But fear of too much
Made you sober.
And I drink your words,
your emptiness...
and my heart is full
Just by love,
By touching Gaia
Of your own
Madness...
I am just sitting
With you...
No pain,
No boundaries,
No future...
Just sitting
And loving...
Your heart,
your soul...
No fear,
No regret...
Just, just
Pure love.
And the flow is gold,
The beloved is scarred
And the moon just glow.
Then I just surrender
From the right to grow,
That moment shared
Of just belong...
The kiss of perfection
That seemed to long.
And then...
Just take away my wings
And call me honey...
Just take away my right
And call me in the morning...
Caduceus
Dancing into my eyes,
Snakes broke my skin
entering my spine of Leda.
You where there Dhwty
Wainting for my love,
My wings of dust,
The heart of spiders,
That weave the veins...
The swan you became
To seduce me...
To touch my being.
Just words you said
But my soul was grabed
And we became the nest...
The grail, the universe.
Caduceus we are
and nothing else is left.
Only by touch
I am just here
Curling my heart
In tales of love...
By feeling that kiss,
From this whispering,
This own fire burning...
By dancing this bliss.
Asking for just there
And I am here waiting...
Just here weaving
Poems of love.
That only by touch
Can be released
From my skin,
From my veins.
The key is yours,
That touch...
That kiss...
That only from madness
You can weave my body,
The whole of my spirit
Like the wind run away,
Kissing the mountains,
Whispering love songs...
To us that love...
Thorn
Calling me to Her rain.
From that Mountain
Of Shiva to that rivers,
Weaving my Karma.
Frog called my prince,
The one that fly away
Like Shams flied away
From Rumi one time...
Lovers of longing.
The Fire seed burns,
but never the beloved
Can be touched or...
Even kissed...
Only part of the Now
Can be reached...
But never kissed.
My wings are broken
my fire pierced...
Hunger of dust
For just your bliss.
Empty body,
made by desire
of what it is,
Goddess I am
and you a prince...
My thorn that
Never will be...
Kissed.
Can you see?
Beneath all boundaries to see,
All laws to embrace to fall...
Down the secrets walls to be.
Fighting the enemies that know,
More that they can tell...
Friends they say to be,
But judgements are here...
Can you see?
But love is here with me,
And webs come to be...
Around my all being.
How can I tell you?
How dangerous it is,
This love to be.
Secretive as to be,
Moments of love
For nobody to see.
And pain come to me
For not sharing mine..
Own joy of just being.
All around me is fear
Of spontaneity...
This wilderness, me!
Great Spirit and just me.
Can I sing?
My own song of being...
Just being!
Nothing else to be.
Nothing else to see...
Oh! spirit come to me,
In my own sleep,
And tell everyone
That they have to see.
This spiral of dancing,
This dream of being.
Help me to tell them...
That love is here.
No attachments,
No laws...
Just being, just seeing.
Ah! is only this...
Please can you see?
That they do not see...
The fear is big,
To let it be...
Love, just love
In secret, in your being!
To not be catch...
By our own fear.
Honesty
With the north wind,
Kissing me at night,
Dreaming my life...
The gift of honesty
They left for me,
Whispering candles
Of magic mystery.
The fire becomes so...
So gentle in the soul,
That only feathers
Can touch the whole.
They left the spider
In here with me,
To guard my heart
From poetry...
Spells and words
Do not live in here,
Only my being...
My soul and spirit,
That can not be
Catch without that...
Blessed honesty.
So far...
So near in my heart,
This kiss of souls
That never touched
Memories to be.
How could this be…
I have found you
Just in my eyes,
Inside this cosmos
Beneath all Gods,
In every stone
In my own path.
But you are not…
Dancing with me,
This spiral of be.
And fear comes to me
From my wildest being,
Can I be?
Or this is just a sin,
A dream to a disease.
No! I am in ease
With all my mystery
Of just being…
And if nobody sees
I will dance alone
By mine own seas.
And the feathers
Will guide me…
To my wings of tears
Than by poetry…
Just by poetry…
Will ease my fears.
Duality
Only in this one, you see...
How can I lose my duality?
That one that hunts me
Everywhere I touch inside,
She comes always beside
And tells me beautiful lies.
And two voices come aside,
No wrong or right, just aside...
And I just touch this void,
This absinth of duality
That bring me to laterality.
One is my own voice...
It is in me, HERE!
Duality bring me there,
Just by listening both...
Until one become one,
And duality becomes free.
With words...
Denying the own illusion,
Making nests with words
Empty from emotions.
Fierce I am with words,
The ones that I embody
From fire and passion
Inside my own body...
I did not drink words
From death poets
Or even made blood
From emotions...
That are not mine.
Wild is my being of be,
And words come as sea,
Inside my veins of fire
And my womb of tree.
Trickster, yes, You!
That drink words
And play with them.
Be wild you foul!
And feel them,
In the trees,
Stones and bees.
Stop playing...
As you think you see
And be wild as a sea.
LUA
E em sonhos conta-me histórias
Da alma mais pura reflectída
No meu ser das ilusões.
Estende-me seus desejos do espirito,
Seu enteder do meu ser,
Sua dor e suas lágrimas,
E num beijo me alegra seu temor.
Estende-me seu enteder...
Das tribos e seus cantares,
Da vida e suas dores,
Seu fogo e suas paixões.
E num só beijo faz
Das minhas ilusões
Clareza no meu ser...
Lua dá-me tua benção,
Reflectindo-te num lago
Onde os amantes podem amar
E cantando poemas ...
Se apaixonam em teu berço.
E amando-se num só universo
de aguarelas criadas intuitivamente
Por nós dois, esses amantes
Que de desejo se aproximam de ti...
Lua...
Hunab Ku
The spiral of loses
And Many Rainbows,
Come and gone...
And I am still here
In Hunab Ku, just here!
The center of all...
And nothing is the answer.
I just look to the webs,
And learn the unknown,
The unspoken nests...
of this know chests.
And I am still...
Only feeling this...
This vacuum of just be
Of just see the nothing
And in the center...
I just meet Hunab Ku,
My teacher, my Sun.
And I just am the emptiness.
Infinity yours
But yours I never could dare...
I could not touch that reflection,
With that perfection just shared.
Unique features of your treasure,
That only by feeling I could open...
And never keep it, only feel it,
Because it is ours infinitely.
Pure, that transparence of your eyes
That made my spirit only yours...
Teaching my heart to follow home,
And patiently you wait with the key...
Just outside the door of mine.
Passion in your breath of life,
That called my fire of dance...
And my lips asked for yours,
In demand of my on trance.
Being...
That dance of being,
Before me Infinitely ...
That breath of light
of just belonging,
Just yours!
Nectar of passion,
Inside your soul...
By just touching,
It melts in grace,
Tenderness,
Love,
Compassion,
Trust,
Vision,
Awareness...
All live inside of you,
By only touching
That bless of yours...
I miss your company
And believing,
Just believing...
In our dance,
My Creator, my Love...
Just like that!
Your soul stays inside,
Then your passion...
Becomes alive.
Being in just one
Uniqueness state, done!
Like that...
Done!
And you become you,
And you become one,
And you become all.
Just like that!
When...
I feel all moments in one.
Just the uniqueness of beloving
That soul of your, that touch...
My body craves for your touch,
In trace my Inner Fire floods.
And I am waiting for you to hold,
That courage of my own Gaia.
And making love with poems...
On a bed of lingtening and thunder,
And the whispers of passion...
Coming from that place of wonder .
No pain no rhyme!
She had come from love
Under the live of lovers,
She stayed by memories...
One by one,
Seed by seed...
All inside of my pain...
Just being dancing
This memories,
The Aura of mine
Connected to webs,
Guiding me to them.
All of them...
Passion lived by,
Those moments...
Those memories...
Those poems lived...
Mine, your... us.
No!
All it is reflection...
My emptiness
My pain
My love...
Thunder
With His finger of light
And I feel like an ant,
Belonging to this dust.
Dust of search
For something just ...
And I am small,
And I am so small
In this dance of Great Mystery.
I am only the channel
Of everything through
My soul of stars...
My being of Mystery...
My flash and bone
Of reflection of yours.
I do not know
I just dance...
I just listening...
Spell...
To the Mountains and seas...
For the presence of your seed,
That dream of just Be!
The light of that fire burning
through our ancestral bodies...
Beloving our souls of being,
Dancing all mantras, spining...
Wishing for love spells,
Desire of just being...
Awake all night
And with...
Poems we fall,
Touch we feel,
Words we crave,
Desire we burn...
And burn...
That place we know, pleasure!
Visited by Lions and swans
Only by dreams we touch
And poems we sleep...
Memories...
Walking to my Atlantic Sea.
Singing and dancing with Diamanjá.
And Her son kissing my soul
In love by my own Reflection.
Memories...
Of dreaming together the destiny,
Kissing the stars, plating seeds
of love in our hearts.
Weaving Karma by making love
In only one mystery of grace.
Memories...
Of being in trance by your presence,
And feeling drunk by your nectar.
That electricity running in our souls
Of pure waves surfed by the Cosmos.
Just...
And I will share
My roads to my Soul.
Show me your Falls
And I will Fall
In your bliss.
Touch my Fire
And with water I will
Cool down your Fears.
Feel my awareness
And I will show you,
your Power.
Teach me your way
And I will be,
Part of it.
Care for my Inner Instinct
And I will be,
With your Pure Intuition.
Dance with me,
The Dance...
And I will dream
our life in a stream.
Can you remember?
Babies that do not cry
And the only one were mothers
The small souls were teachers
And the feminine power knew
But the shadows were there
And that bound was eaten.
The Dragon knew his power
And that cycles were swollen
And the souls went off to cry
All of them forgot
That only bound
But they went and forgot.
Cycles of Wisdom
become awake
day by day,
step by step.
And the shadows
Become the Teachers
And the Dragon the power
But the light never left
It was only forgotten.
IS it YOU?
His eyes were stolen from an Eagle
I could not touch his fire
But I just listened to his heart
I could not kiss his skin
But I could feel his spirit
I could not play with his hair
But I could feel all his paths.
Who are you?
Dancing Pony,
He said dancing with the wind
Flowing with my heart
He robbed my voice
But I was not brave enough
To catch him...
And he went
And I cried.
Oh! If this spirit could have form
If only could he be here with me
And not part of the cosmos
But just here!
If he was just here
His spirit would no longer be free
And my illusion would become dust...
Just dream with you my love
And that illusion can feed my soul
With the most pure love
Dream with you...
Just Dreaming!